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this turned into a rant...sorry

FYI I'm going to not be posting things for awhile, because I've been in an artblock for awhile..

anyways. 

I know that I shouldn't write a journal when I'm upset. But I know that this is going to last for awhile now...

I started my senior year pretty good, but ever since I've been offline for a few days. Though this has made me uber grumpy and makes me feel like a horrible friend (also being offline takes me to a more opening side of me that I can't stand, and that's the part where I relive memories, mainly bad ones or I just plain right out miss people.) Though no matter if I'm online or not, I manage to be extremely unhappy and I just...I don't know, but I feel like I want to curl up and cry, or just be alone cause I've neglected so many people to the point where I just don't feel comfortable talking to anyone anymore. In which I become more...negative and socially inept (kinda) Though this feeling I have is like my lazy one, and it makes me want to give up on everything and just lay down for countless hours doing nothing...and just...ignore everything around me.

I probably would feel better if I watched something that usually makes me feel better, but I tend to not do that because i know I'm going to be back in the same situation as before want to give up everything. 

and tbh, I recently had gotten extremely emotionally distraught because of something happening, though like usual I put my feelings towards it aside cause i know a lot of the things are for the best, but I tend to be an idiot and feel the opposite of what should be right. So I've lost my Sanctuary from stress and now I've been lost without one and I am completely lost in what to do to relive my troubles. Talking to people about it never works (though thank you to people who have done that in the past) But...I...don't know...


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Doll Com Couple on a Mission by LittleMissScarlet PC FIRE by LittleMissScarlet Tabbs by eternityspark SweetPurpleSugar by glamourzombiexxx



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Gabbe-Cappello
I think it's a good thing that you vent into your DA journals, it lets someone like me, who is no longer in the area, know that something is wrong and I really love the fact that you're always there for me when I'm down and I want you to know that I will be there for you when you are down too. I want to do whatever I can to help you feel better